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Yeah, I Admit That I Love Someone

       I ever felt heartbroken b'cause guy i love changed his status from single be a relationship. You, know it,s so hurt Okey, That incident occurred last year, after that, he graduated from my school and he had moved from my city, Jember to Malang. It's so hard i can't met him again and until now i still felt like to meet him. But, i'm little bit miss him but i don't love again with him. AND NOW!!! I got a new love!!! He's my senior in my school. Actually, my class next to his class has been 2 years but i recently knew him. Ya, maybe i being too cool (read : cuek) so i didn't knew him.
       And i recently knew his name when i heard that his classmate love him, at that time I didn't love him.
       Before i love him, i ever had felt little bit love to his classmate but i don't know why i prefer him than his classmate. 
       I feel it's so funny when i feel miss him everytime i have, stalk his twitter and his facebook, can't met him although our class adjacent. I knew, this love choose wrong way, why i love him when second semester? Why i love him when he busy do much exam and try out? 
       I feel regret it when i want a quick second semester coming and know i feel i want go back to last semester and did course together again, did pray dhuhur together again, did biology guidance again. I really miss moment when my class and your class do that together.
       Every time i think about how i can speak to you, get attention from you, and how i can be your friend who share about anime, or draw manga together. I want that happen now, b'cause your time in my school only briefly.
       And, when school held graduate event for you, i want to take picture with you, just for memories that i ever love you, ever miss you everytime, think about you everytime, and try to get attention from you.

:) xx
GANBATTE!!!

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